The Ego and Its Purpose

Know that when we talk Energy, we talkin bout Solar ruled concepts. The Sun is our battery, as well as the Sun in astrology being a battery to our human flesh. It gives us character, charisma, purpose. Our eGO is the drive behind making us shine.

Let me explain further.

Here’s an exercise to understand the Ego I made:

Write the Sun symbol on the left

Write the Moon and Venus on the right.

Under Sun, write what your ego tells you to make yourself feel better, write your true feelings under the Moon, and write your true wants under Venus.

So basically, to explain more, this is what you can use to kinda get out of your own way. It’s a way for you to actually get to the bottom of what you want without using the ego to protect you from things that are supposed to foster growth. The Ego doesn’t know the difference between a danger or something safe if it makes you feel a way that doesn’t seem progressive. In order to continue to live, your Sun sign will characterize certain traits in order to survive. Sometimes, that’s great! Other times? You’re creating a problem that tries to convince you you’re fine if you’re clinging onto what makes you shine, even if it tends to be overexposed and hyper charged, highlighting toxicity in order to maintain the same image in a stronger way. It’s like an overexposed image, aka an image with too much light on it. You wouldn’t be able to see yourself in the picture if there’s too much light! Lunar (night/darkness) and Venus (Guru of Asuras/Darkness) balances. You cannot see an image without shadows and shading. 

I made this during a time where I my ego was just on high and I needed some time to do inner reflecting. Hope this helps someone 💚

Here’s my post I made bout this exercise on my IG (Tai Soleil):

I did this for myself after I had this random case of ego death. I wasn’t even on any drugs just I triggered my ego so much for the past three months that it broke me. I don’t regret it at all because now I understand myself so much better. I’m usually not in my ego so now that I gave myself the chance to be that in a closed setting I now understand myself in a better way. Now I feel more at peace, more aware 💚 I listened to music that put me in that state. I l am very “humble” and grateful. I still am, but I never let my ego out in full force. How can I learn something I don’t fully understand? A great awakening for me. Using my ego in a closed setting to a point it breaks me. It was very interesting because I felt weird when it happened. I felt like I was going to come out my body then I just started crying. I let myself get hurt. I battled between my ego and my feelings and I just let my ego just crumble. It hurt, then I felt so amazing after 😩